I Want to Live My Life in Silence; But Why Should It Matter to You?

Renuka Gavrani
7 min readMar 16, 2023

Lately, I have been losing interest in almost everything. I used to love traveling or at least I liked the thought of me traveling across the world, meeting new people, and having fun. But I guess something went wrong.

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Earlier, when I used to scroll through Pinterest and find beautiful places tucked somewhere on the other side of the world, I used to feel a sudden tickle in my stomach. As if my heart will explode with extra beats or something inside my stomach is dancing. A mix of nervousness and excitement. However, now I don’t feel the same excitement.

I just think that these places and all the pretty stuff just exist. And I don’t feel the slightest bit of interest. And trust me, it’s not like I have had some bad experiences in life. My life is completely fine. I am rather happy. And no, I didn’t have a breakup. My career is on the right track too. So, what went wrong? Well, after a careful analysis of my life, observing my behavior, and looking at myself as a different person, I just realized that I haven’t lost interest in things. I just lost interest in the visuals of the life presented to me.

Allow me to explain,

In this era, you and I are always open to other’s lifestyles. How others are having fun and living their best lives. For example

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Renuka Gavrani

I talk about slow & Intentional living - taking you closer to a happy life. I am a published author of the book 'The Art of Being Alone': https://a.co/d/531JIFq