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What’s that One Dream that Is Dying a Slow Death in Your Heart & Mind?

Renuka Gavrani
6 min readJun 21, 2023
Gazing at life or just being dramatic

I don’t know a single thing about you but I can say with 100% certainty that there must be at least one dream in your heart that is dying a slow death because you poisoned your own dreams with your insecurities and self-doubts.

There was a concept of something called ‘Vishkanya’ in India. In short, Vishkanya is a woman who is trained to become a poisonous woman who could kill anyone with her touch, if she wanted. She became like this because she was trained to taste a little poison every day. The little amount that cannot kill her but will train her to become a poisonous woman herself. There is a whole history about it and trust me, it is a true story. Not a man-made fantasy.

Just so you know, I am not here to give you history classes or write a fantasy fiction blog. I just wanted to give you an example of what we are doing to ourselves.

Just as Vishkanyas were trained to taste a little amount of poison every day, similarly, you are training yourself to taste a little amount of self-doubts, and self-loathing every day.

Self-loathing doesn’t come in big amounts. It starts with your day-to-day tasks in such small amounts that you wouldn’t even notice. Probably, you are still not noticing it.

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Renuka Gavrani
Renuka Gavrani

Written by Renuka Gavrani

I talk about slow & Intentional living - taking you closer to a happy life. I am a published author of the book 'The Art of Being Alone': https://a.co/d/531JIFq

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